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it is not easy, which means difficult..
it is not right, which means wrong..
it is not good, which means bad..
but..
i want to get over it and be a better person..
i might not make u smile and happy..
but..
i always want it..
i will always try to do so..
u can angry..
u can scream..
anything that makes u feel better..
i am not a perfect person..
i still make many mistake..
sorry for all what i have done, said or even thought..
all i want is to see u smile and be happy..
if possible do it while u beside me..
if it is not possible, which means impossible..
it is okay that u be near or besides someone who really can make u happi..
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sorry for everything..
i just cannot see u go through all this pain again..
i dont want u to go through what i think not good for u..
u can say that i am sarcastic or what so ever..
u can think that i am an idiot and very annoying person..
bossy or even ditactor..
i just wanna tell u that..
all for u..
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God..
please help me..
go through all these..
i believe that U will guide us to the right path..
God..
it never be an easy life..
but i believe, with U by my side, inside my heart..
i will be able to go through everything..
i also know that everything that happening is not beyond our ability..
God..
please send ur angels and saints..
to take care whom i love..
i leave everything to U..
use me as Ur tool..
God..
all i want to say is...
please please please..
take care of him..
if i cannot take care him my self dont let him suffer..
08.49 sprinklinq love Y